Indecision clouds my vision

1. Think of your five best friends. Now list them, and what you would call the best physical feature of each.
1. Okay, erm... Chloe and those legs that seem to go on for forever.
2. Gabriel has gorgeous eyes.
3. Neely has a great ass. You just kinda wanna take a BITE out of it, y'know?
4. Rachelle has stunning... now we're all thinking that I'm gonna say boobs, right? Well, I'm gonna say her lips.
5. Ben and his abs.

2. Name the five best books you've ever read.
...Do I hafta?
1. Hm, The Golden Compass by Philip Pullman
2. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire by J. K. Rowling
3. The Vampire Lestat + The Queen of the Damned by Anne Rice (I couldn't pick which one I liked more. Shut up).
4. I am Legend by Richard Matheson
5. The Lion, the Witch & the Wardrobe By C.S. Lewis

3. Name the five best movies you've ever seen.
1. The Matrix
2. The Fifth Element
3. Twelve Monkeys
4. Pitch Black
5. Escape from New York

4. Name the five best albums you've ever heard.
1. Ziggy Stardust by David Bowie
2. Grace by Jeff Buckley
3. A Night at the Opera by Queen
4. The Wall by Pink Floyd
5. Kick by INXS

5. Name the five places you'd most love to visit.
God, I don't even know. Um...
1. Hawaii for it's beaches
2. Mt. Everest... y'know, because it's Mt. FUCKING Everest
3. The Great Wall of China
4. The pyramids in Egypt
5. Stonehenge

Have you kissed anyone you have texts from in your phone? ...Yes, several people.

Do you think that your first love affects the way you go on with life? I think so. The decision you make from that first heartbreak – whether to allow yourself to fall in love again, or completely push people away – will affect future relationships.

Last missed call? Chloe.

Did you call that person back? Within five minutes. ...Does that mean I'm whipped?

Do you like being home alone or does it freak you out? I used to like it, but lately... I'd rather not be alone.

Has anyone told you they missed you lately? Ben. He's a sweetheart.

What are you supposed to be doing right now? Homework. *blush*

Your last text says...? Received or sent? Erm, "Miss you" and "Miss u 2 sweetie!!"

Are you ready for kids now? Nooooo. Nonononono.

Have you done anything sneaky lately? Erm, Gabriel and I snuck around for a little while. Does that count?

The last person you kissed breaks your heart, what do you do? Probably forget to breath.

Has anyone seen you in your underwear this past month? Yes.

What is a random memory from this year? *Blinks* Running away screaming from my first vampire?

Were you mad when you woke up this morning? No. A little sad, maybe, since I woke up alone...

Ever been called babe? Sure. A lot of times.

Are you friends with the last girl you talked to? CJ? Sure. At least, I think we're friends. We're friendLY...

Something that happened today that made you angry? … Actually, nothing did. Surprisingly.

Have a best friend? ...It's sad that I had to think about that. I'd say Ben's my closest friend now.

What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? Training.

Do you have strange dreams? All the time. I'm told it's programmed into being a Slayer, though...

What happened at 7:00 am today? I had a bowl of cereal?

Is the person you last texted single? Erm, I think so?

Do you like hugs? I do. They're my weakness.

What are you looking forward to? Christmas break.

Was this summer a good one? … Fuck no.

Are you nice to everyone? No. I try not to let my moods bring people down anymore, though, so that's a step up.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for six months? I don't know.

Where is your phone? … In my pants?

Will you be single over winter? I hope not.

What was the last drink you had? Soy milk.

Would you rather spend a day outside with friends or inside alone? Outside. Always outside.

Are you a morning or night person? Night. With my job, I kinda have to be.

Can you commit to one person? Hahahaha, that's a joke, right?

Do you look people in the eye when you talk to them? Yes. Unless they make me blush.

What's on your schedule for tomorrow? Catch up on sleep and homework. Maybe go dancing.

Do you currently have any bite marks/hickeys on you? *Ahem* Yes. My neck and chest.

Do you always answer your texts? Not always, no.

Who was the last person to text you? Chloe.

Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a someone? No, but I was thinking about doing that tomorrow.

Do you fall for people easily? I don't think I do. It's always been hard for me to let people in.

Is it easy to pretend everything's okay for you? I try to pretend, but... people notice sometimes anyway. And that's when I'm in a non-violent mood.

Do you dare go into detail about your last kiss? Biting may have been involved.

Are you afraid of losing the last person you talked to? Yes. All the time.

Do you think you are a good person? I think there's a willingness to do good, to be good, but that doesn't necessarily mean that I'm good.

What would you do if you found out the person you liked had a gf or bf? … Well, we've all seen the result of that already.

What do you want right now? Coffee.

Have you done something recently that you regret? Yes. I don't want to go into it.

Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex? Actually, most of my best friend's have been male. Huh.

Have you lost any close family member to cancer? No. Mostly heart attacks.

Is it ever too late to apologize? I don't think so. As long as you mean it when you say it.

Where would you rather live, England or Australia? Australia. For the beach babes.

Have you ever laid on a bed and stayed there for no reason at all? Sort of. My reason is 'depression', though...

Do you ever crack your knuckles/ back/ ankles/ wrists/ etc? My back and knuckles, sometimes.

Do you hate the person you fell hardest for? No. I feel just... sad, mostly.

Did you kiss anyone in September? Why yes, yes I did.

Who's the last person who you went out to eat with? Out... erm, Deanna, I think.

How did you get one of your scars? Erm, I have a scar on my wrist from a broken bottle when I was a kid. I had to get stitches.

When did you last swim in a pool? I honestly can't remember. Probably when I was a kid.

Whats the best part about school? Learning. Meeting people who have the same interests as you.

Do you like to read? I do – when I get the chance, which, unfortunately, hasn't been lately.

Does it bother you when people respond with one letter texts? It frustrates me sometimes.

Would you go out with someone right now if they asked? Of course.

Where did you get your last bruise from? On my hip... from Gabriel.

This past summer, did you have a "thing" with someone? A "thing"? I was in a coma for most of it... starting "seeing" Gabriel at the end of it.

Does the person you want most right now know that you want them? I want two people right now, and they know that I want them.

Spell your name without an L: Michaea

Ever been to Georgia (the state)? Not that I recall.

Do you get annoyed when you see someone you don't like? I still get annoyed when I see my old boss.

Could you see yourself dropping out of high school? I almost did a few times... more due to my depression than actually hating school, though.

Don't tell me lies, so is the last person you texted attractive? God yes.

Warm, cold, or content? Oddly content.

In school, how was/is your attendance record? Not the best.

Have you ever fallen asleep while texting someone? Yes. *blush*

Do you think someone is falling in love with you? … I think they both are.

Are you highly attracted to anyone right now? Yes.

What do you currently hear? Traffic outside.

Do you curse in front of your parents? Sometimes. I'm old enough that it doesn't bother them now.

Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you? Deanna...

Who was the last person to call you beautiful? I think Gabriel did. Or something along those lines.

Do you find piercings attractive? I do. I really do.

Are you the type of person to make people laugh? I can crack a joke occasionally.

Whats so special about what you're wearing? I'm wearing boy-cut panties and a tanktop, if that's where this is leading.

Do you have a favorite number(s)? 34, 21

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos? I'd like to get a Day of the Dead skull tattooed on my foot... and maybe a nipple piercing.

Which is harder, telling someone you love them or that you don't? That you don't.

Was your last text message from a boy or girl? Girl.

Do you get stressed easily? Yes. I'm trying to manage my stress this time around, though.

You confused about anything? My love life.

Are you okay with the life you live? Right now, I'm okay with where I am.

Does it bother you when people keep texting you after you don't text back? No. Sometimes people have more to say than I do.

Are you sarcastic? As a whole, I don't think so.

Has the last person you kissed ever been mad at you? I think he's been frustrated and depressed, more than mad.

Did you go out or stay in last night? Stayed in.

Currently wanting anything? … Coffee?

Where's the last place you went besides your house? School, the cemetery...

Is there a member of the opposite sex on your mind? Gabriel.

Have you ever had a friend you weren't into, fall for you? No, actually.

Is there anyone that will text you and you smile instantly? Chloe.

Could you go a month without swearing? God no.

Have you held hands with somebody in the past four days? No. *laughs*

Have you had your first kiss yet? A long time ago, yes.

Who was the last person to carry you? Gabriel.

Do you know what you want to be when you grow up? A sound engineer... when I grow up.

Childhood Questions

1. What is your first memory? I remember being at the beach, building a sandcastle with my dad. I don't know how old I would have been.
2. What was your favorite toy? My brother's G.I. Joe action figure. XD
3. What was your favorite game? Red Rover. Ah, simpler times!
4. Any non-family member adults stick out in your mind? Who were they, and how did you know them? Why do they stick out? A couple of my parents' friends, some psychologists over the years... I guess they stick out 'cause they were always nice.
5. Who was your best friend when you were growing up? Sarah Dwyer. Y'know, up until the point she disowned me for being gay. Good one, Sarah!
6. What is your fondest, childhood memory? Going to Disneyland! That was fun. ^^
7. What is your worst childhood memory? I feel out of the top bunk and fractured my arm. In my defense, I was asleep at the time!

Adolescent Questions

1. How old were you when you went on your first date? Errrm, fourteen, I think.
2. It is common for one's view of authority to develop in their adolescent years. What is your view of authority, and what event most affected it? I guess as a kid I was of the mind that the authorities were there to protect you, you family, your dog, but lately I think they're incapable of helping people who really need it. I don't know, it's just... personal experience. I'd rather not go into it.
3. What were you like in high school? What "clique" did you best fit in with? I was just a ball of energy. If I had to pick a "clique", maybe the art kids, or the drama kids... or the music kids. I guess I got along well with most people. Except the cheerleaders and jocks.
4. What were your high school goals? Surviving high school was my main goal.
5. Who was your idol when you were growing up? Who did you first fantasize about in your life? Madonna and ... Alyssa Milano. *blush*
6. What is your favorite memory from adolescence? The first time I fell in love. Her name was Jessica.
7. What is your worst memory from adolescence? Probably getting bullied by the jocks and cheerleaders...

I am shorter than 5'4.
I think I'm ugly sometimes.
I have many scars.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo. -- Several.
I am self-conscious about my appearance.
I have/I've had braces.
I wear/wore glasses.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have piercings in places besides my ears.
I have freckles.

Family Home/Life

I've sworn at my parents.
I've run away from home.
I've been kicked out of the house.
My biological parents are together.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday.
I've had children.
I've lost a child.

School/Work

I'm in school.
I've fallen asleep at work/school.
I almost always do my homework.
I've missed a week or more of school.
I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
I failed more than 1 class last year.
I have a job.
I've had a job for at least 2 years.
I've stolen something from my job.

Embarrassment

I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
Disney movies still make me cry.
I've snorted while laughing.
I've laughed so hard I've cried.
I've glued my hand to something.
I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.

Health

I was born with a disease/impairment.
I've gotten stitches.
I've broken a bone.
I've had my tonsils removed.
I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
I had a serious surgery.
I've had chicken pox.

Traveling

I've been on a plane.
I've been to the UK.
I've been to Spain.
I've been to France.
I've been to Russia.
I've been to Finland.
I've been to Asia.
I've been to Africa.

Experiences

I've seen a shooting star.
I've wished on a shooting star.
I've seen a meteor shower.
I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
I've played a prank on someone.
I've ridden in a taxi.
I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I've eaten sushi.
I've been snowboarding.

Relationships

I'm single.
I'm in a relationship. -- Yeah, I know. Quick!
I'm engaged.
I'm married.
I'm currently in the middle of a divorce.
I've gone on a blind date.
I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I've gotten divorced.
I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
I've kept something from a past relationship.
I have an ex I don't think I'll ever get over.

Sexuality

I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
I've had a crush on a teacher.
I am a cuddler.
I've been kissed in the rain.
I've made out with my best friend.
I've made out with someone who I wasn't dating.
I've hugged a stranger.
I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime

I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
I've snuck out of my house.
I have lied to my parents about where I am.
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I've cheated while playing a game.
I've cheated on a test.
I've been suspended from school.

Drugs/Alcohol

I regularly drink.
I've passed out from drinking.
I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
I can't swallow pills.
I can swallow about 5 pills at a time, no problem.
I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
I shut others out when I'm depressed.
I take anti-depressants.
I'm anorexic or bulimic.
I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
I've hurt myself on purpose.
I'm addicted to self injury.
I've woken up crying.

Death & Suicide

I'm afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
I've seen someone dying.
Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
Someone close to me has committed suicide.
I've planned my own suicide.
I've attempted suicide.
I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism

I own over 5 rap hip-hop CDs.
I own an iPod or MP3 player.
I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
I own something from Gap.
I own something from American Eagle.
I own something from Gucci.
I own something I got on e-Bay.
I own something from Levi's.
I buy more than half my clothes at Wal-Mart.